I wish I was bigger, I've been the same size since 8th grade(6yrs), weight fluctuation, constant headaches worrying about when my metabolism will finally have enough and decrease exponentially, oh gawd I'll be fat! Anything but fat, so I developed bad habits, drinking but I never vomit so that only fucked up my insides and made me you know fat (gags). So I tried stimulants drug of choice Adderol. Adderol was cool, fucked up all day long without a care in the world, well that's what I told my friends, I just hated the body I was given so pass the pills. My appetite would decrease because I knew if I ate something I would be purging, I was a walking zombie. Decked out in all black because it was the color of my soul, yeah that was my line to get close to the emotionally disturbed knowing they were always fully loaded. Preying on others emotions just to feed my hunger to be perfect, it's whatever I don't give a fuck pass the pills. Black in fact did cover me, I blended in until people saw me, pure ugliness could not be covered. I guess you can say that was the beginning of my path to destruction, ugliness grew bigger and bigger, judgement day was everyday.
I liked the attention from the chicks who envied the body that I had, always coming up to me trying to chill to get the secrets to be perfect. I didn't know shit from nothing either so I was no help, but it was good while it lasted. I just wish I was bigger, the magazines don't help with their firm slender bodies and ripped hardcore abs. That's what the ladies are into, if you are 5'0 and just fit like me, covered in ugliness that's far from good enough. You have to look apart of the protector and provider, an oompaloompa can't help during rough times she assumes. Indulging in nice threads to cover up worked in high school but in the real world it doesn't fly that easily.
I'm tired of being the doormat because I am not big enough. I've tried so hard to kick my bad habits, but developed an eating disorder, binge eater because my jeans no longer fit around my waist without a belt. I've tried muscle enhancers, but they make you moody and increase your heart rate, who cares as long as I am big enough. I can digress in my sleep yeah when I'm peeled over in the gym dehydrated maybe the next time I won't be so lucky, but I'll take that chance for the right combination of muscle definition.
I can take the jokes and being thrown around they are motivators to my anger and hatred just to take out at on the bag. But if you hit the bag and the bag hits back that's where the true anger lies. Why can't I be bigger? Frustration has damn near killed my soul once, I am feeling as if I will reach my breaking point again. I tried to increase my protein intake and then hit the gym, I still couldn't lift the bar, so I punched the wall as hard as I could scaring the shit out of muscle heads. It's really not fair why can't I be big like you? What have I truly done wrong to not have the body I deserve and will cherish as my personal temple.
If there was some sinister deal I can come up with between me and the devil, I would in a heartbeat. I can't feed my envy and greed for perfection alone, why not give up something I could careless about, I just want that body so I can be happy. I wouldn't desire happiness from others but know what true happiness is like from within. I wish I was Shrek, I could careless that he was an ogre and smelled horribly bad, he was big and got the woman of his dreams. But fairy tales aren't real and I'm foolish enough to believe them, but it would be so cool to be Shrek. He stood firm without a care in the world, intimidated everyone, he just focused on being the protector and provider for his family. What a lucky bastard he was, what do I have to do to trade lives with him.
There is this story of a lady who tried to find the love within but desired the love of others so she could be at peace and happy. She would write letters to herself pretending as if she had the love of others. Her neighbors never questioned her activities until she drove herself crazy in order to fill a void in her heart, she died alone. I desire to be comfortable in my own skin, but in the back of my head, I still wish I was bigger. I think I will too drive myself crazy trying to be bigger but I wish I was, I have the drive and ambition but no results. My biggest fear is to die alone but bigger is better so why not have not have better.
I sincerely wish I was bigger : )
Matt
One Love
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Monday, April 19, 2010
Queers can't be placed in a box!
Queer means odd, different, strange, unusual. Queer can be applied to ones sexual orientation and/or gender identity.
No one who identifies as queer puts rules and regulations on "queerness" like queers don't give a fuck basically. Then you have homosexuals and heterosexuals who feed into social normatives and looking at queers like freaks, well freaks queers shall be, why do you care so much? People are so butt hurt over the fact that people would dare not care about selling their souls and devalue their self worth for some title that is worthless.
I am writing this because I saw a blog about effeminate queers and how it is supposedly an "oxymoron" or whatever and she should just be an effeminate lesbian, of course this blog was written by a lesbian. Society tells us that only androgynous people can be queers because of their ambiguity but there are no rules to queerness. If so bring out the book and educate me haha.
Anyways haha what is gender queer?
Gender queer- People who identify as genderqueer may think of themselves as being both man and woman, as being neither man nor woman, or as falling completely outside the gender binary. They may express a combination of masculinity and femininity(androgyne), one or the other, or neither. Genderqueers may have any sexuality/sexual identity, any physical sex, and may or may not identify as trans.
Some genderqueer people see their identity as one of many possible genders other than man or woman, while others see "genderqueer" as an umbrella term that encompasses all of those possible genders. Still others see "genderqueer" as a third gender to complement the traditional two, while others identify as genderless or agender. Genderqueer people are united by their rejection of the notion that there are only two genders.The term "genderqueer" can also be used as an adjective to refer to any people who transgress gender, regardless of their self-defined gender identity.
http://www.youtube.com/user/GenderqueerChat
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7jjyMVvNek
Matt
No one who identifies as queer puts rules and regulations on "queerness" like queers don't give a fuck basically. Then you have homosexuals and heterosexuals who feed into social normatives and looking at queers like freaks, well freaks queers shall be, why do you care so much? People are so butt hurt over the fact that people would dare not care about selling their souls and devalue their self worth for some title that is worthless.
I am writing this because I saw a blog about effeminate queers and how it is supposedly an "oxymoron" or whatever and she should just be an effeminate lesbian, of course this blog was written by a lesbian. Society tells us that only androgynous people can be queers because of their ambiguity but there are no rules to queerness. If so bring out the book and educate me haha.
Anyways haha what is gender queer?
Gender queer- People who identify as genderqueer may think of themselves as being both man and woman, as being neither man nor woman, or as falling completely outside the gender binary. They may express a combination of masculinity and femininity(androgyne), one or the other, or neither. Genderqueers may have any sexuality/sexual identity, any physical sex, and may or may not identify as trans.
Some genderqueer people see their identity as one of many possible genders other than man or woman, while others see "genderqueer" as an umbrella term that encompasses all of those possible genders. Still others see "genderqueer" as a third gender to complement the traditional two, while others identify as genderless or agender. Genderqueer people are united by their rejection of the notion that there are only two genders.The term "genderqueer" can also be used as an adjective to refer to any people who transgress gender, regardless of their self-defined gender identity.
http://www.youtube.com/user/GenderqueerChat
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7jjyMVvNek
Matt
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Day of Silence(April 16,2010)
R.I.P. Sakia Gunn, Lawrence King, Matthew Shepard and all the LGBT youth who died senseless death(s) because of hatred.
Day of Silence!
http://www.victimsofh8.com/wall_of_h8/
http://www.dayofsilence.org/index.cfm
Matt
Day of Silence!
http://www.victimsofh8.com/wall_of_h8/
http://www.dayofsilence.org/index.cfm
Matt
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Why can't we make fun of religion?
We can make fun of ones ethnicity, cultural background, age, disabilities, looks, skin color and the list goes on but as soon as someone makes religious satire it's penalized and everyone gets all mad and shit. I forgot the only rule is when it comes to atheists and agnostics they can be made fun of they have no souls, right?!
I find it also amusing that after 9/11 all these Catholics and Christians acting all holier than thou bashing Islam and publicizing bigotry towards Muslims. Steve Harvey had a sketch Still Trippin', I watched it I thought the first sketch was funny so I decided to tune in for the second special. It wasn't funny at all, he was basically like those damn Muslims being terrorists and amen then everyone starts laughing, like where is the punchline? It's like when racists say a socially offensive joke at least make it funny. "You niggers" haha like what the fuck? He was one of my favorite comics too until I saw that crap, him running across the stage making jokes about Muslims for Jesus(and I am pretty sure Jesus did not condone his behavior). I have even heard Christians do Jew jokes especially after that whole Mel Gibson saga, but to do a joke about Catholics and Christians, it's a "sin". I'm not all for Bill Maher because he is an annoying nutcase, but I will laugh my butt off at Carlos Mencia, Ralphie May, George Carlin and their approach to religious satire. Carlos Mencia is a Catholic and he can take a joke but no everyone wants to be a fundamentalists when the tables are turned on them, can we say hypocrites?
Now if you don't have a stick up your butt enjoy Rowan Atkinson aka Mr. Bean
Matt
I find it also amusing that after 9/11 all these Catholics and Christians acting all holier than thou bashing Islam and publicizing bigotry towards Muslims. Steve Harvey had a sketch Still Trippin', I watched it I thought the first sketch was funny so I decided to tune in for the second special. It wasn't funny at all, he was basically like those damn Muslims being terrorists and amen then everyone starts laughing, like where is the punchline? It's like when racists say a socially offensive joke at least make it funny. "You niggers" haha like what the fuck? He was one of my favorite comics too until I saw that crap, him running across the stage making jokes about Muslims for Jesus(and I am pretty sure Jesus did not condone his behavior). I have even heard Christians do Jew jokes especially after that whole Mel Gibson saga, but to do a joke about Catholics and Christians, it's a "sin". I'm not all for Bill Maher because he is an annoying nutcase, but I will laugh my butt off at Carlos Mencia, Ralphie May, George Carlin and their approach to religious satire. Carlos Mencia is a Catholic and he can take a joke but no everyone wants to be a fundamentalists when the tables are turned on them, can we say hypocrites?
Now if you don't have a stick up your butt enjoy Rowan Atkinson aka Mr. Bean
Matt
Satirical Comedy...say No to Minstrel Shows!
Oscar Wilde is the Godfather of satirical comedy with classics like "The Importance of being Earnest" and "A woman of no importance". Wilde talks about the upper class downfall, aristrocracy, gender roles, relationships issues, conversations that would have never been spoken about publicly. But Wilde turns British Comedy upside down, now satirical comedy has been re-invented and revolutionized, with leaders like Sasha Baron Cohen and Rowan Atkinson(Mr. Bean), Stephen Colbert, Matt Groening, in the spotlight tickling our funny bones with their play on social, political and even religious satire. Some wish to be straight edges and label their work as "controversial" but whatever happened to laughing at ourselves?
Other satire shows:
The Simpsons
The Boondocks
The Colbert Report
Saturday Night Live
But yet we do not acknowledge their worth and get offended by the truth, so society enables minstrel shows to keep us stupid. But we're human we know better, you either feed into it and say fuck it or you choose to live above the influence. Too many satirical comedies now and days are just desensitized crap and follow this mold of what society wants and that defeats the point of satire, just a complete oxymoron.
Matt
Other satire shows:
The Simpsons
The Boondocks
The Colbert Report
Saturday Night Live
But yet we do not acknowledge their worth and get offended by the truth, so society enables minstrel shows to keep us stupid. But we're human we know better, you either feed into it and say fuck it or you choose to live above the influence. Too many satirical comedies now and days are just desensitized crap and follow this mold of what society wants and that defeats the point of satire, just a complete oxymoron.
Matt
ZEITGEIST
Now for a real conspiracy theory check out ZEITGEIST about the corruption of the banking system need for credit to "supposedly" keep the money flow and to prevent inflation rates, it's about 2hrs long.
Matt
Matt
Illuminati/Free Masons
The Catholic church has encouraged the rhetoric to promote anti-paganism and anti-secularism for centuries. One of the first recorded times they got caught was when Martin Luther wanted to translate the Bible from Latin to English so the masses could read it and they were asking for indulgences(paying money to get rid of your sins). During the Diet of Worms, Martin Luther and Galileo were both persecuted for very different crimes. Martin Luther for wanting to break off and form what is now known as Protestant Christians then he turns around and helps the Catholic Church with the persecution of Galileo and the Church of Illuminati also known as the Science of Illumination.
Here is decoded version of Angels and Demons
Matt
Here is decoded version of Angels and Demons
Matt
What the fuck?
''Twilight'', this fake lame vampire crap saga is on the library association frequently challenged book list for 2009, along with classic novels like ''The Catcher and the Rye'', ''The Color Purple'', and ''To Kill a Mockingbird''. Is this a sick twisted joke? Next Zane novels are going to be on the New York Times top seller list, smh stupid as fuck. And another thing how is Robert Pattison qualified to play Kurt Cobain is the new Nirvana biopic?
Matt
Matt
Laughing at dummies!
Why do people get mad at someone for laughing and/or making fun of ones intelligence level when you just laughed at the "victim's" minstrel show?
Lacking in morale or not but at least that person can spell it and takes advantage of their FREE American education. Pretentious asshole vs Ignoramus buffoon, I'll be the jerk with no class who actually acts like I graduated highschool at least or pretend like I did. It has nothing to do with the words that roll off your tongue, "fancy" or flat out "stupid" it is the meaning behind them and how well they are spoken. That's why there is this "war" about an emphasis for "perfect" dialect/diction and how "real" English is supposed to be spoken, as if we are monotone robots giving tips for a new Microsoft program.
The Uncle Toms come out and every educated person is proclaimed to have a stick up their butt-hole. Calling someone an Uncle Tom and sell out only makes you look dumb not the person you constantly waving your finger towards. "Bitch who you be talking to" if you're going to attack someone with coonery you're only digging yourself a hole, so lie in it or shut the fuck up. It's so simple, no one can demean someone without their permission. Acting like a buffoon gives people the okay to help you into that dirtroom quicker. But seriously though do you really think that a person so educated would bow down screaming "All hail whitey!" That's what ignoramus buffoons are already doing with themselves, you will always be the employee never the employer. There will always be someone above you who is wealthy while you are bragging about your riches. Gained today and gone tomorrow, the American dream and cisgender privileges are definitely pricey.
Zora Neale Hurston wrote and taught people through their language because during her time, people learned by ear, because guess what she was born right after slavery. So I can see people getting mad or offended by W.E.B. DuBois when he denounced the Harlem's Renaissance because of their lack of proper grammar, when we were forced into an unpredictable predicament. We are no longer ruled with that iron fist, completely inexcusable, call it like it is, coonery.
"But it's so mean and rude, screams jackass with a very poor vernacular". A lot of you say I should succumb to society's rudimentary bullshit, drop to my knees with the rest of you and laugh at the minstrel show as well. Not even on a cold day in hell will I condone such fuckery.
When you see everyday that there are people in third world countries dying for the opportunity we squander so frivolously you begin to not have a heart. Just leave the ignoramus buffoon alone with a book and walk away, they either choose to read it or make firewood out of it, sell it for a new pair of jordans that they claim will be old after a month and only wear them once. There is no point in trying to educate someone who is so simple and feeble minded, who considers mediatakeout.com their CNN. So why not laugh, we can make fun of ones race, culture, speech, clothes,looks, but wait we're being so cruel when we go after that noggin of yours? That's funnier to a lot more people than superficial coonery that takes not ounce of brain power just a waste of good a New York minute.
Bill Cosby is right, you might not agree with his tone or how he approached the situation, but today's generation is severely lacking in intelligence. I don't agree with Hip Hop being the cause or source behind such ludicrous nonsense because without Hip Hop people would still talk like they don't have a bit of damn sense. I was raised in the projects too, so don't dare use that as an excuse, "I'm a product of my environment" it's hard out here for us, you don't know how it really is down here. If I had a dime for every bum who said that to me I would have been a millionaire years ago. Your environment does not dictate your actions because I know some kids in the suburbs who choose to be stupid as fuck along with the rest of the world.
I find all of this offensive to the people who weren't taught but you were given a chance, so I'm supposed to be all righteous and sensitive to your new found glory to fame, illiteracy for props.
In Middle School, there was a very bright girl placed in an Exceptional Children class, everyone thought it was a joke because we assumed there was nothing wrong with her because she looked like everyone else. Then some jerks asked her was she a retard and asked her why she didn't look retarded, she smiled and said no I can't read or write. She had the mind frame of a 7yr old kid trapped in a teenager. She was black in an all white elementary school and she was stuck in the back of the classroom, she was being raised to be a n-word, her teachers told her that's how people like her were meant to be raised, she believed them. She tells this story in a nonchalant manner, not one tear, she just sat there and colored in a book, happy that she was going to be around her peers.
I have sympathy for people like her and others with learning disabilities, even then that doesn't prevent them from going on to reach the pinnacle of greatness.
Seriously what's your excuse again for dumbing yourself down?
Matt
Lacking in morale or not but at least that person can spell it and takes advantage of their FREE American education. Pretentious asshole vs Ignoramus buffoon, I'll be the jerk with no class who actually acts like I graduated highschool at least or pretend like I did. It has nothing to do with the words that roll off your tongue, "fancy" or flat out "stupid" it is the meaning behind them and how well they are spoken. That's why there is this "war" about an emphasis for "perfect" dialect/diction and how "real" English is supposed to be spoken, as if we are monotone robots giving tips for a new Microsoft program.
The Uncle Toms come out and every educated person is proclaimed to have a stick up their butt-hole. Calling someone an Uncle Tom and sell out only makes you look dumb not the person you constantly waving your finger towards. "Bitch who you be talking to" if you're going to attack someone with coonery you're only digging yourself a hole, so lie in it or shut the fuck up. It's so simple, no one can demean someone without their permission. Acting like a buffoon gives people the okay to help you into that dirtroom quicker. But seriously though do you really think that a person so educated would bow down screaming "All hail whitey!" That's what ignoramus buffoons are already doing with themselves, you will always be the employee never the employer. There will always be someone above you who is wealthy while you are bragging about your riches. Gained today and gone tomorrow, the American dream and cisgender privileges are definitely pricey.
Zora Neale Hurston wrote and taught people through their language because during her time, people learned by ear, because guess what she was born right after slavery. So I can see people getting mad or offended by W.E.B. DuBois when he denounced the Harlem's Renaissance because of their lack of proper grammar, when we were forced into an unpredictable predicament. We are no longer ruled with that iron fist, completely inexcusable, call it like it is, coonery.
"But it's so mean and rude, screams jackass with a very poor vernacular". A lot of you say I should succumb to society's rudimentary bullshit, drop to my knees with the rest of you and laugh at the minstrel show as well. Not even on a cold day in hell will I condone such fuckery.
When you see everyday that there are people in third world countries dying for the opportunity we squander so frivolously you begin to not have a heart. Just leave the ignoramus buffoon alone with a book and walk away, they either choose to read it or make firewood out of it, sell it for a new pair of jordans that they claim will be old after a month and only wear them once. There is no point in trying to educate someone who is so simple and feeble minded, who considers mediatakeout.com their CNN. So why not laugh, we can make fun of ones race, culture, speech, clothes,looks, but wait we're being so cruel when we go after that noggin of yours? That's funnier to a lot more people than superficial coonery that takes not ounce of brain power just a waste of good a New York minute.
Bill Cosby is right, you might not agree with his tone or how he approached the situation, but today's generation is severely lacking in intelligence. I don't agree with Hip Hop being the cause or source behind such ludicrous nonsense because without Hip Hop people would still talk like they don't have a bit of damn sense. I was raised in the projects too, so don't dare use that as an excuse, "I'm a product of my environment" it's hard out here for us, you don't know how it really is down here. If I had a dime for every bum who said that to me I would have been a millionaire years ago. Your environment does not dictate your actions because I know some kids in the suburbs who choose to be stupid as fuck along with the rest of the world.
I find all of this offensive to the people who weren't taught but you were given a chance, so I'm supposed to be all righteous and sensitive to your new found glory to fame, illiteracy for props.
In Middle School, there was a very bright girl placed in an Exceptional Children class, everyone thought it was a joke because we assumed there was nothing wrong with her because she looked like everyone else. Then some jerks asked her was she a retard and asked her why she didn't look retarded, she smiled and said no I can't read or write. She had the mind frame of a 7yr old kid trapped in a teenager. She was black in an all white elementary school and she was stuck in the back of the classroom, she was being raised to be a n-word, her teachers told her that's how people like her were meant to be raised, she believed them. She tells this story in a nonchalant manner, not one tear, she just sat there and colored in a book, happy that she was going to be around her peers.
I have sympathy for people like her and others with learning disabilities, even then that doesn't prevent them from going on to reach the pinnacle of greatness.
Seriously what's your excuse again for dumbing yourself down?
Matt
This is why marriage is important to queers!
I am watching a documentary "Freeheld"
Detective Lieutenant Laurel Hester has terminal lung cancer. She is told her State pension cannot be transferred to her domestic partner. This Academy Award-winning documentary follows the struggle of two women who fight for what's right.
Here is the trailer:
Link to the documentary: http://www.logotv.com/video/freeheld/1632590/playlist.jhtml
There are so many discriminatory laws that are granted to married couples and queer people are being denied the right to marry. How are we supposed to get pensions and benefits that we deserve if we don't have the right to marry? Now George W. Bush has signed a bill into law for Domestic Partners and Elderly LGBT individuals that is not enforced. The Executive Branch enforces the law and like in "Freeheld", the local government can opt out of law by denying pensions to people and say you have to ask permission from the family if you have right to the pension. You have to ask permission from the family to even go in the hospital room at the ER in some states. It's just despicable behavior when it comes down to something so critical. Ask a heterosexual to bow down and do any of this it will be World War III. But if I act a fool and make a real life version of John Q they want to ignore me. Things must change immediately.
Matt
Detective Lieutenant Laurel Hester has terminal lung cancer. She is told her State pension cannot be transferred to her domestic partner. This Academy Award-winning documentary follows the struggle of two women who fight for what's right.
Here is the trailer:
Link to the documentary: http://www.logotv.com/video/freeheld/1632590/playlist.jhtml
There are so many discriminatory laws that are granted to married couples and queer people are being denied the right to marry. How are we supposed to get pensions and benefits that we deserve if we don't have the right to marry? Now George W. Bush has signed a bill into law for Domestic Partners and Elderly LGBT individuals that is not enforced. The Executive Branch enforces the law and like in "Freeheld", the local government can opt out of law by denying pensions to people and say you have to ask permission from the family if you have right to the pension. You have to ask permission from the family to even go in the hospital room at the ER in some states. It's just despicable behavior when it comes down to something so critical. Ask a heterosexual to bow down and do any of this it will be World War III. But if I act a fool and make a real life version of John Q they want to ignore me. Things must change immediately.
Matt
Obama exported "homosexuality" to Africa
What in the fuck? This is world just fucked up.
"Ugandan clerics have accused President Barack Obama of “exporting” homosexuality to Africa under the guise of human rights."
http://www.365gay.com/news/us-reports-harassment-and-rape-of-gays-in-zimbabwe/
This is just desensitized propaganda bullshit, because it is evident that "homophobia" is a western idea because homosexuality is seen in African and Asian art for centuries before they were robbed of their culture and forced to believe that homosexuality is wrong, immoral, and a calling from the devil.
I recommend everyone watch this documentary, here is the trailer
Dangerous Living: Coming out in the Developing world
Here is the link for the full length documentary
http://www.logotv.com/video/dangerous-living-coming-out-in-the-developing-world/1591340/playlist.jhtml
Matt
"Ugandan clerics have accused President Barack Obama of “exporting” homosexuality to Africa under the guise of human rights."
http://www.365gay.com/news/us-reports-harassment-and-rape-of-gays-in-zimbabwe/
This is just desensitized propaganda bullshit, because it is evident that "homophobia" is a western idea because homosexuality is seen in African and Asian art for centuries before they were robbed of their culture and forced to believe that homosexuality is wrong, immoral, and a calling from the devil.
I recommend everyone watch this documentary, here is the trailer
Dangerous Living: Coming out in the Developing world
Here is the link for the full length documentary
http://www.logotv.com/video/dangerous-living-coming-out-in-the-developing-world/1591340/playlist.jhtml
Matt
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Pansexuality vs. Bisexuality!
Bisexuality is attraction(romantic and/or sexual) to both males and females.
Pansexuality is the aesthetic attraction (romantic and/or sexual) for people regardless of biological sex, gender expression, gender identity and/or sexual orientation.
biological sex(male, female,intersex)
gender expression(feminine, androgynous, masculine)
gender identity(man, woman, third gender)
sexual orientation(heterosexual, asexual, queer(includes bi,poly,pan, whatever))
Major differences a lot of bisexuals do not recognize the third gender and only 3 out of 5 biological sexes (but do not primarily seek intersex individuals) if there are really 5 sexes.
Five biological sex theory:
1. male – XY with a testes
2. female – XX – with ovaries
3. Hermaphrodite, also known as intersexual, have both testes and ovaries. They also divert from the typical XX-female or XY-male presentations. Fausto-Sterling introduces two other sexes known as pseudo-hermaphrodites.
4. Mermaphrodite – have XY chromosomes with functioning testes but they also have a vagina and a clitoris. At puberty, they often develop breasts but don’t menstruate.
5. Fermaphrodite –have XX chromosomes with functioning ovaries and sometimes a uterus and breasts but they also have at least partly masculine external genitalia. At puberty, they also may develop beards, deep voices and adult-size penises. Basically, in contrast with hermaphrodites, the pseudo-hermaphrodites possess two gonads of the same kind along with the usual male (XY) or female (XX) chromosomal makeup. However, their external genitalia and secondary sex characteristics do not match their chromosomes.
Watch the video if you still do not comprehend
(He said polygamy-involves marriage, but I believe he meant polyamory-multiple partners in a relationship.)
Matt
Pansexuality is the aesthetic attraction (romantic and/or sexual) for people regardless of biological sex, gender expression, gender identity and/or sexual orientation.
biological sex(male, female,intersex)
gender expression(feminine, androgynous, masculine)
gender identity(man, woman, third gender)
sexual orientation(heterosexual, asexual, queer(includes bi,poly,pan, whatever))
Major differences a lot of bisexuals do not recognize the third gender and only 3 out of 5 biological sexes (but do not primarily seek intersex individuals) if there are really 5 sexes.
Five biological sex theory:
1. male – XY with a testes
2. female – XX – with ovaries
3. Hermaphrodite, also known as intersexual, have both testes and ovaries. They also divert from the typical XX-female or XY-male presentations. Fausto-Sterling introduces two other sexes known as pseudo-hermaphrodites.
4. Mermaphrodite – have XY chromosomes with functioning testes but they also have a vagina and a clitoris. At puberty, they often develop breasts but don’t menstruate.
5. Fermaphrodite –have XX chromosomes with functioning ovaries and sometimes a uterus and breasts but they also have at least partly masculine external genitalia. At puberty, they also may develop beards, deep voices and adult-size penises. Basically, in contrast with hermaphrodites, the pseudo-hermaphrodites possess two gonads of the same kind along with the usual male (XY) or female (XX) chromosomal makeup. However, their external genitalia and secondary sex characteristics do not match their chromosomes.
Watch the video if you still do not comprehend
(He said polygamy-involves marriage, but I believe he meant polyamory-multiple partners in a relationship.)
Matt
Major Deal break: Yes Women!
You annoy the fuck out of me. Agreeing with everything I have to say and not a single thought of your own. What is wrong with you? This behavior is simply intolerable for me. Right now I am talking to a Yes, Woman! I am trying to give her the benefit of the doubt because she is a genuine person but I can't possibly consider her a woman if she has no backbone and can't stand on her own two feet without the need for others to dignify her actions.
Remember when Dick Cheney went hunting and shot that guy in the face and the guy apologized to Dick Cheney for standing in front of the gun and said it was his fault for getting shot.
Well that is basically what Yes, Women! are all about, apologizing for stupid stuff every five minutes. I can say the most ignorant thing ever to a Yes, Woman! and she will say, "I am sorry!" with no hesitation. I don't wish to break her but in a matter of months I guarantee if she has not grown a spine I will be tap dancing on her ass if I have not found better. Doormats are meant for walking on not intended for dating or remotely taken seriously.
I don't necessarily want a bitter woman with a chip on her shoulder, I just want one who has a mind of her own. An original thought is all I ask for. I like a woman when you get into a disagreement she will just talk her butt off even though she makes not a bit of damn sense but just continues to talk because she has a point to prove.
An opinionated sistah on a mission will always be there for you so you won't make a stupid decision. I get angry and make bad choices from time to time and if I have a Yes, Woman! her simple ass will sit there and say "Yes baby, I agree with your decision". Even though it is completely illogical and unreasonable she still agrees with everything I say. The one with the backbone will sit me down and help me weigh out my options and go with the solution that will allow me to stay out of trouble.
I know some people find women like this sexy or whatever, but not Matthew honey. Submissive thoughtless airheads will always get the boot.
Matt
Remember when Dick Cheney went hunting and shot that guy in the face and the guy apologized to Dick Cheney for standing in front of the gun and said it was his fault for getting shot.
Well that is basically what Yes, Women! are all about, apologizing for stupid stuff every five minutes. I can say the most ignorant thing ever to a Yes, Woman! and she will say, "I am sorry!" with no hesitation. I don't wish to break her but in a matter of months I guarantee if she has not grown a spine I will be tap dancing on her ass if I have not found better. Doormats are meant for walking on not intended for dating or remotely taken seriously.
I don't necessarily want a bitter woman with a chip on her shoulder, I just want one who has a mind of her own. An original thought is all I ask for. I like a woman when you get into a disagreement she will just talk her butt off even though she makes not a bit of damn sense but just continues to talk because she has a point to prove.
An opinionated sistah on a mission will always be there for you so you won't make a stupid decision. I get angry and make bad choices from time to time and if I have a Yes, Woman! her simple ass will sit there and say "Yes baby, I agree with your decision". Even though it is completely illogical and unreasonable she still agrees with everything I say. The one with the backbone will sit me down and help me weigh out my options and go with the solution that will allow me to stay out of trouble.
I know some people find women like this sexy or whatever, but not Matthew honey. Submissive thoughtless airheads will always get the boot.
Matt
Act like a lady!
I'm not trying to be a sexist pig,but if you wish to conduct yourself in a certain manner that resembles trash walk in the opposite direction of me. I can't stand a female with a foul mouth, loud and obnoxious, referring to herself as a bitch and a ho, self degradation but wishes to snap her neck at the loser on the corner who isn't about nothing to tell them off but in the end she looks dumb stupid.
Where are the classy women who actually know how to be sexy without looking whorish. Yes, you can wear tight clothing and high heel shoes without looking like a prostitute but dammit if the first thing I see is your thong hanging out of your pants and you're constantly stopping to pull them up, there is a serious issue.
I'm just a southern boi, not particularly old fashion I just wish to come across a female who carries herself as if she has actual morals and values and not like she has walked off the Red Light District.
Where is me lady?
Matt
Where are the classy women who actually know how to be sexy without looking whorish. Yes, you can wear tight clothing and high heel shoes without looking like a prostitute but dammit if the first thing I see is your thong hanging out of your pants and you're constantly stopping to pull them up, there is a serious issue.
I'm just a southern boi, not particularly old fashion I just wish to come across a female who carries herself as if she has actual morals and values and not like she has walked off the Red Light District.
Where is me lady?
Matt
Gender binary misogynist/sexist bullshit
Just rambling thoughts about idiocy haha.
It is inevitable that a person is male, female, intersex but the need to feed into male domination of the world in this gender binary is just ridiculous. It is already evident that misogynist and sexist nonsense correlates with the gender binary. You are less of a man if you are effeminate, you are less of a woman if you are masculine, and then it is being broken down to sexuality. Sexuality and gender expression are independent entities and you have pseudo intellects who are walking stereotypes dictating more of gender role fuckery.
Alpha males can't be homosexuals they are bitches and butch women wish to be men, boys aren't supposed to play with dolls, girls are supposed to wear skirts. All this nonsense because of the gender binary and some irrelevant fuckers sitting back making idiotic rules on top of rules, for what purpose? The only purpose is for male domination because "man" is always the predecessor and the "woman" is subordinate on her knees bare foot and pregnant. This is just a timeless classic dates back way before biblical times and it is even more amusing because women are feeding into it now. Not just masculine women, effeminate women as well and it just the most amusing thing ever.
Look at these blogs and the fuckery that people say about stud on stud and fem on fem, you aren't truly "masculine" you are a bitch if you lie down with another "masculine" person. Fem on Fem you are disrespecting the hierarchy of the masculine woman and you're this "feminist" in which has been derogatorily driven into the ground but it was a sense of empowerment 30 years ago. Even outside the lesbian community was anyone besides moi paying attention to the misogynist/sexist comments being made towards Hillary Clinton? They were from women, it was so absolutely disgusting like as a woman how do you feed into something in which sole purpose is to demean you and make you feel less than of yourself?
My favorite misogynist debate now and days is with the whole stripper topic. Get a woman talking about strippers she will flip her wig, but they are now capitalizing on the stripper industry, how much of a double standard hypocritical douche can you possibly be? You have women who get mad at their partner who attends strip clubs and degrade strippers and bash them saying they are less than a woman and telling her how she should be a productive member of society and this is how a woman should act, blah blah blah. But you got a damn stripper pole in your bedroom?
I'm not saying everyone should jump up and switch to being a gender queer or look at the world through a genderless telescope, just be aware of the hypocritical fuckery that you speak of before you open your mouth. It's just further entertainment for moi haha.
Matt
It is inevitable that a person is male, female, intersex but the need to feed into male domination of the world in this gender binary is just ridiculous. It is already evident that misogynist and sexist nonsense correlates with the gender binary. You are less of a man if you are effeminate, you are less of a woman if you are masculine, and then it is being broken down to sexuality. Sexuality and gender expression are independent entities and you have pseudo intellects who are walking stereotypes dictating more of gender role fuckery.
Alpha males can't be homosexuals they are bitches and butch women wish to be men, boys aren't supposed to play with dolls, girls are supposed to wear skirts. All this nonsense because of the gender binary and some irrelevant fuckers sitting back making idiotic rules on top of rules, for what purpose? The only purpose is for male domination because "man" is always the predecessor and the "woman" is subordinate on her knees bare foot and pregnant. This is just a timeless classic dates back way before biblical times and it is even more amusing because women are feeding into it now. Not just masculine women, effeminate women as well and it just the most amusing thing ever.
Look at these blogs and the fuckery that people say about stud on stud and fem on fem, you aren't truly "masculine" you are a bitch if you lie down with another "masculine" person. Fem on Fem you are disrespecting the hierarchy of the masculine woman and you're this "feminist" in which has been derogatorily driven into the ground but it was a sense of empowerment 30 years ago. Even outside the lesbian community was anyone besides moi paying attention to the misogynist/sexist comments being made towards Hillary Clinton? They were from women, it was so absolutely disgusting like as a woman how do you feed into something in which sole purpose is to demean you and make you feel less than of yourself?
My favorite misogynist debate now and days is with the whole stripper topic. Get a woman talking about strippers she will flip her wig, but they are now capitalizing on the stripper industry, how much of a double standard hypocritical douche can you possibly be? You have women who get mad at their partner who attends strip clubs and degrade strippers and bash them saying they are less than a woman and telling her how she should be a productive member of society and this is how a woman should act, blah blah blah. But you got a damn stripper pole in your bedroom?
I'm not saying everyone should jump up and switch to being a gender queer or look at the world through a genderless telescope, just be aware of the hypocritical fuckery that you speak of before you open your mouth. It's just further entertainment for moi haha.
Matt
Obama "exporting" homosexuality to Africa?
What in the fuck? This is world just fucked up.
"Ugandan clerics have accused President Barack Obama of “exporting” homosexuality to Africa under the guise of human rights."
http://www.365gay.com/news/us-reports-harassment-and-rape-of-gays-in-zimbabwe/
This is just desensitized propaganda bullshit, because it is evident that "homophobia" is a western idea because homosexuality is seen in African and Asian art for centuries before they were robbed of their culture and forced to believe that homosexuality is wrong, immoral, and a calling from the devil.
I recommend everyone watch this documentary, here is the trailer
Dangerous Living: Coming out in the Developing world
Here is the link for the full length documentary
http://www.logotv.com/video/dangerous-living-coming-out-in-the-developing-world/1591340/playlist.jhtml
Matt
"Ugandan clerics have accused President Barack Obama of “exporting” homosexuality to Africa under the guise of human rights."
http://www.365gay.com/news/us-reports-harassment-and-rape-of-gays-in-zimbabwe/
This is just desensitized propaganda bullshit, because it is evident that "homophobia" is a western idea because homosexuality is seen in African and Asian art for centuries before they were robbed of their culture and forced to believe that homosexuality is wrong, immoral, and a calling from the devil.
I recommend everyone watch this documentary, here is the trailer
Dangerous Living: Coming out in the Developing world
Here is the link for the full length documentary
http://www.logotv.com/video/dangerous-living-coming-out-in-the-developing-world/1591340/playlist.jhtml
Matt
This is why marriage is important to queers!
I am watching a documentary "Freeheld"
Detective Lieutenant Laurel Hester has terminal lung cancer. She is told her State pension cannot be transferred to her domestic partner. This Academy Award-winning documentary follows the struggle of two women who fight for what's right.
Here is the trailer:
Link to the documentary: http://www.logotv.com/video/freeheld/1632590/playlist.jhtml
There are so many discriminatory laws that are granted to married couples and queer people are being denied the right to marry. How are we supposed to get pensions and benefits that we deserve if we don't have the right to marry? Now George W. Bush has signed a bill into law for Domestic Partners and Elderly LGBT individuals that is not enforced. The Executive Branch enforces the law and like in "Freeheld", the local government can opt out of law by denying pensions to people and say you have to ask permission from the family if you have right to the pension. You have to ask permission from the family to even go in the hospital room at the ER in some states. It's just despicable behavior when it comes down to something so critical. Ask a heterosexual to bow down and do any of this it will be World War III. But if I act a fool and make a real life version of John Q they want to ignore me. Things must change immediately.
Matt
Detective Lieutenant Laurel Hester has terminal lung cancer. She is told her State pension cannot be transferred to her domestic partner. This Academy Award-winning documentary follows the struggle of two women who fight for what's right.
Here is the trailer:
Link to the documentary: http://www.logotv.com/video/freeheld/1632590/playlist.jhtml
There are so many discriminatory laws that are granted to married couples and queer people are being denied the right to marry. How are we supposed to get pensions and benefits that we deserve if we don't have the right to marry? Now George W. Bush has signed a bill into law for Domestic Partners and Elderly LGBT individuals that is not enforced. The Executive Branch enforces the law and like in "Freeheld", the local government can opt out of law by denying pensions to people and say you have to ask permission from the family if you have right to the pension. You have to ask permission from the family to even go in the hospital room at the ER in some states. It's just despicable behavior when it comes down to something so critical. Ask a heterosexual to bow down and do any of this it will be World War III. But if I act a fool and make a real life version of John Q they want to ignore me. Things must change immediately.
Matt
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Paying for the healthcare of the Obese
If your feelings get hurt by this blog, take the wood chips out of your butt then.
I find it to be completely wrong to pay for people who chose to be fat. Less than 10% of the population have medical reasons for their weight fluctuations concerning obesity but no America is paying for ALL of the obese people for what purpose?
I know people do have eating disorders and I am not trying to be insensitive towards those individuals. I myself am a binge eater I am not overweight but I do have medical issues because of my bad choices and I accept it but I do not ask for handouts from the government to support my bad habits. I am also not proclaiming that all overweight people are unhealthy either, there are a few who still are healthy and do not suffer from medical conditions because of their weight. This blog is about funding the 90% who chose bad habits and wish for the government to pay for them.
So out of our tax dollars millions of dollars are being taken away from people who actually need the money and can not help their medical issues. No one asks for a terminal illness, you chose to be fat and if you have medical issues from that choice you should be exempt from public funding, that is your choice. No one put a gun to your head and said continue to eat McDonald's. It is not America's responsibility to glamorize healthy lifestyles because it is common sense.
Healthy food is too expensive in stores blah blah blah fucking blah, try a Farmer's Market and buy directly from the Farmer. I can't afford to go to gym, I can't get off my fat ass and go, not enough time in the day blah blah blah. Since we are a technology savvy generation I am pretty sure a lot of you have basic cable, record an informational commercial. There are free work outs On Demand on Cable. Stop with these annoying excuses, that's your choice more power to you obviously someone didn't love you and stood beside you and was an enabler and you have to sit there and wait until the Biggest Loser and all these Weight Lost Programs come on television to realize you have an issue.
If you wish to be obese more power to you that's your choice, but don't ask for public funding, go cry to a private insurer or make better choices in life. Private Insurers should get an incentive for funding Geriatric Centers that are popping up like a Fast Food joint. Then you have these retarded Bariatric Commercials every five minutes and I have 3 within a 2mile radius from my house it's just idiotic. All of these places should be privately funded point blank simple, there is no way in hell that Oncology Centers and Childcare's Hospitals will ever get money taken away from them for fat people. How is that even right at all? This should be seriously unconstitutional because you chose to be fat. There needs to be an Amendment in the Health Care Bill about Geriatric/Bariatric Centers. Even if you opt out of public Health Care you are still paying for fat people to be fat. The percentage of fat people has doubled damn near tripled since 1980 and we are going to let this number continuously increase by funding it? I just do not comprehend any of this at all, like seriously how is this legal?
Survival of the fittest, Social Darwinism needs to come back into action immediately, you either hop your fat ass on a treadmill or cry to a private insurer and pay for your medical issues yourself.
http://www.usatoday.com/news/health/2009-07-27-costofobesity_N.htm
http://www.obesityinamerica.org/
http://www.cdc.gov/obesity/data/trends.html
Obesity rates in the US(2007-2008)
Obesity and Diabetes rates in the US(2007-2008)
Matt
I find it to be completely wrong to pay for people who chose to be fat. Less than 10% of the population have medical reasons for their weight fluctuations concerning obesity but no America is paying for ALL of the obese people for what purpose?
I know people do have eating disorders and I am not trying to be insensitive towards those individuals. I myself am a binge eater I am not overweight but I do have medical issues because of my bad choices and I accept it but I do not ask for handouts from the government to support my bad habits. I am also not proclaiming that all overweight people are unhealthy either, there are a few who still are healthy and do not suffer from medical conditions because of their weight. This blog is about funding the 90% who chose bad habits and wish for the government to pay for them.
So out of our tax dollars millions of dollars are being taken away from people who actually need the money and can not help their medical issues. No one asks for a terminal illness, you chose to be fat and if you have medical issues from that choice you should be exempt from public funding, that is your choice. No one put a gun to your head and said continue to eat McDonald's. It is not America's responsibility to glamorize healthy lifestyles because it is common sense.
Healthy food is too expensive in stores blah blah blah fucking blah, try a Farmer's Market and buy directly from the Farmer. I can't afford to go to gym, I can't get off my fat ass and go, not enough time in the day blah blah blah. Since we are a technology savvy generation I am pretty sure a lot of you have basic cable, record an informational commercial. There are free work outs On Demand on Cable. Stop with these annoying excuses, that's your choice more power to you obviously someone didn't love you and stood beside you and was an enabler and you have to sit there and wait until the Biggest Loser and all these Weight Lost Programs come on television to realize you have an issue.
If you wish to be obese more power to you that's your choice, but don't ask for public funding, go cry to a private insurer or make better choices in life. Private Insurers should get an incentive for funding Geriatric Centers that are popping up like a Fast Food joint. Then you have these retarded Bariatric Commercials every five minutes and I have 3 within a 2mile radius from my house it's just idiotic. All of these places should be privately funded point blank simple, there is no way in hell that Oncology Centers and Childcare's Hospitals will ever get money taken away from them for fat people. How is that even right at all? This should be seriously unconstitutional because you chose to be fat. There needs to be an Amendment in the Health Care Bill about Geriatric/Bariatric Centers. Even if you opt out of public Health Care you are still paying for fat people to be fat. The percentage of fat people has doubled damn near tripled since 1980 and we are going to let this number continuously increase by funding it? I just do not comprehend any of this at all, like seriously how is this legal?
Survival of the fittest, Social Darwinism needs to come back into action immediately, you either hop your fat ass on a treadmill or cry to a private insurer and pay for your medical issues yourself.
http://www.usatoday.com/news/health/2009-07-27-costofobesity_N.htm
http://www.obesityinamerica.org/
http://www.cdc.gov/obesity/data/trends.html
Obesity rates in the US(2007-2008)
Obesity and Diabetes rates in the US(2007-2008)
Matt
Spiritual/Religious/Political beliefs of Celebs
This is a major pet peeve of mine because they are placed on a pedestal to ENTERTAIN us, not tell us what to believe or how to believe or what political party we should be apart of. If they wish to be the poster child for their beliefs more power to them but don't squander their name in the dirt like they aren't human or they are less than yourself because they don't share common beliefs as you or I or say they are going to hell for supporting this or that person.
Who are you to tell another person that their beliefs are wrong in the first place? Why should it even matter if a person whose sole purpose is to ENTERTAIN us, I don't give a flying flip if someone is a Christian or a Conservative or Liberal or Muslim that is irrelevant because I am not looking at them for Spiritual/Religious/Political Guidance or else I would be real fucked in the head. Like are we that desensitized as human beings that our sole purpose in life is to tell people that are meant to ENTERTAIN us to how to believe and think? Seriously if Jay Z or Oprah wishes to fuck a donkey and shove boulders up their butt holes and yell chants at a fucking tree in their spare time after entertaining me, why should I care?
How simple of a person can you be to expect that from ENTERTAINERS?
If that person does not spread hatred, condones or acts in the murder of innocent people(that includes souls), I don't give a shit and I don't want to hear it, it is annoying and you look like a buffoon with too much time on your hands. Here is your cool points for spreading stupidity, you can cash them out in your afterlife(if you believe in one) swim in them, throw them at people, I don't care kick rocks and hopefully you will find something intelligent to talk about for once in your life.
Matt
Who are you to tell another person that their beliefs are wrong in the first place? Why should it even matter if a person whose sole purpose is to ENTERTAIN us, I don't give a flying flip if someone is a Christian or a Conservative or Liberal or Muslim that is irrelevant because I am not looking at them for Spiritual/Religious/Political Guidance or else I would be real fucked in the head. Like are we that desensitized as human beings that our sole purpose in life is to tell people that are meant to ENTERTAIN us to how to believe and think? Seriously if Jay Z or Oprah wishes to fuck a donkey and shove boulders up their butt holes and yell chants at a fucking tree in their spare time after entertaining me, why should I care?
How simple of a person can you be to expect that from ENTERTAINERS?
If that person does not spread hatred, condones or acts in the murder of innocent people(that includes souls), I don't give a shit and I don't want to hear it, it is annoying and you look like a buffoon with too much time on your hands. Here is your cool points for spreading stupidity, you can cash them out in your afterlife(if you believe in one) swim in them, throw them at people, I don't care kick rocks and hopefully you will find something intelligent to talk about for once in your life.
Matt
Christianity is not a choice anymore!
Some say that it is a choice to be a Christian and believe in God, well I never had the luxury of possessing that choice. It is a lot easier to tell my bigoted family members that I am a queer than just say, No I am not a Christian.
Christianity was not a choice for our ancestors, they were forced to believe in the Western Civilization way of thinking. In today's society when it comes to the African American community if you're not a Christian you're at the bottom of the totem pole. Maybe consider Islam or Judaism but to not be a Christian is a sin to religious zealots. Respect thy neighbor goes out the window and you are labeled as a devil worshiper and hell dweller.
It does not matter that our country was founded on Religious Tolerance for all people. We still religiously persecute people who do not believe the same way as ourselves. We bash Muslims and Jews, especially during the 2008 Election we bashed Mormons as well. If we all educated ourselves and accepted the fact that others think differently than you or I, a lot of issues in this world would not even exist.
Everywhere I go and I wish to be around open minded people of color without this bigotry towards one another because of their religion, I have been had enough. Always bitching about what's unholy like and they are the epitome of sinister. Every five minutes trying to pray for someone when their soul is lost and they have no idea why they believe the way they do. It's like BET on a Sunday walking around some people of color and their religious propaganda and lack of respect for others. It's just intolerable for me to listen to anymore. I have had bibles and cross and religious propaganda thrown at me, literally, since the day I opened my mouth and told someone that evolution was plausible. Christianity isn't a choice anymore and everything is falsely labeled as paganism. Everything we drink, eat, watch and do is revolved around "paganism". This is how my ancestors were treated when they wish to keep their spiritual beliefs because it helped them through their hardships and persecution. But as soon as Western Civilization calls them freaks the neanderthals who wish to not think for themselves yells with them. There are more idiotic people in this world who care about whether or not Jay Z or Rhianna is a devil worshiper than their own church tolerating the spread of HIV Aids and high pregnancy rates because they are too scared to talk about it when it's real and already out there.
I say COEXIST but nobody listens you are either a religious zealot or you ain't nothing. Richard Wright is right, lie and keep it moving.
Matt
Christianity was not a choice for our ancestors, they were forced to believe in the Western Civilization way of thinking. In today's society when it comes to the African American community if you're not a Christian you're at the bottom of the totem pole. Maybe consider Islam or Judaism but to not be a Christian is a sin to religious zealots. Respect thy neighbor goes out the window and you are labeled as a devil worshiper and hell dweller.
It does not matter that our country was founded on Religious Tolerance for all people. We still religiously persecute people who do not believe the same way as ourselves. We bash Muslims and Jews, especially during the 2008 Election we bashed Mormons as well. If we all educated ourselves and accepted the fact that others think differently than you or I, a lot of issues in this world would not even exist.
Everywhere I go and I wish to be around open minded people of color without this bigotry towards one another because of their religion, I have been had enough. Always bitching about what's unholy like and they are the epitome of sinister. Every five minutes trying to pray for someone when their soul is lost and they have no idea why they believe the way they do. It's like BET on a Sunday walking around some people of color and their religious propaganda and lack of respect for others. It's just intolerable for me to listen to anymore. I have had bibles and cross and religious propaganda thrown at me, literally, since the day I opened my mouth and told someone that evolution was plausible. Christianity isn't a choice anymore and everything is falsely labeled as paganism. Everything we drink, eat, watch and do is revolved around "paganism". This is how my ancestors were treated when they wish to keep their spiritual beliefs because it helped them through their hardships and persecution. But as soon as Western Civilization calls them freaks the neanderthals who wish to not think for themselves yells with them. There are more idiotic people in this world who care about whether or not Jay Z or Rhianna is a devil worshiper than their own church tolerating the spread of HIV Aids and high pregnancy rates because they are too scared to talk about it when it's real and already out there.
I say COEXIST but nobody listens you are either a religious zealot or you ain't nothing. Richard Wright is right, lie and keep it moving.
Matt
What you do behind closed doors is your business
and no one else business. I find it pathetic that people need to validate what they do with their mate to irrelevant fuckers. I am even more surprised that you can get away with talking about your sex life to other people. Like when Kevin Hart talks about the dinner scenario and how the lady said that's why your husband eats ass, why did she know that information? That would not be my wife because the women I date have respect and class for our relationship and would not tell all of our business to the world, certain things should be kept private for a reason.
Knowing what others do behind closed doors, like really how old are you again? Just immature fuckers, like really go watch a porno it's not that hard to figure out if you are that damn curious, and if someone wants to educate you more power to them but don't go up to every person you label as "weird" and say how do you and your mate have sex?! How do two butches have sex, how do FTMs/MTFs have sex, how do you have sex with two effeminate chicks, blah blah blah flipping blah. Like you don't want heterosexuals saying that ignorant shit to you so why do it to others?
And then when someone tells you you act like you are 5yrs old and say eww that's gross why do you do that and you judge the person like really is all that necessary? You fist your girl, you eat out on her rag, you toss your girl's salad, you donkey punch your girl, you strap your girl, you use freaky sex toys with your girl, blah blah blah flipping blah. Seriously just say you want to hide in that person's closet and get it over with already it will save a lot of time trust me.
So if you can't control your maturity level let's do what my mother told me to never talk about Sex, Politics, and Religion and leave it like that.
Matt
Knowing what others do behind closed doors, like really how old are you again? Just immature fuckers, like really go watch a porno it's not that hard to figure out if you are that damn curious, and if someone wants to educate you more power to them but don't go up to every person you label as "weird" and say how do you and your mate have sex?! How do two butches have sex, how do FTMs/MTFs have sex, how do you have sex with two effeminate chicks, blah blah blah flipping blah. Like you don't want heterosexuals saying that ignorant shit to you so why do it to others?
And then when someone tells you you act like you are 5yrs old and say eww that's gross why do you do that and you judge the person like really is all that necessary? You fist your girl, you eat out on her rag, you toss your girl's salad, you donkey punch your girl, you strap your girl, you use freaky sex toys with your girl, blah blah blah flipping blah. Seriously just say you want to hide in that person's closet and get it over with already it will save a lot of time trust me.
So if you can't control your maturity level let's do what my mother told me to never talk about Sex, Politics, and Religion and leave it like that.
Matt
Polyamorous/Open relationships
Are so not for everyone, as well as marriage, as well as children some of you need a pet, hell I have seen women with dolls and the whole nine yards decked out in designer baby gear. Shit whatever floats your boat I'll rock with you.
It is just a personal choice for some as well as myself, I am not afraid of monogamy it's the commitment issue for me. I think that where I am in my life committing myself to someone is basically going for a long shot, it more than likely will not occur. I am a lot more serious than your average dater though so that is why I choose polyamory.
That open door policy, honest relationship that a lot of people lack now and days is what I am attracted to. I seriously do not care about what you did because I am not about to flip my damn wig and throw a fit over it. I find it to be seriously ridiculous to say the least. Lying is irrelevant and you can do the most fucked up thing in the world but lying about it makes you even worst of a person in my honest opinion. I can't see myself breaking up over petty shit and I just have not found that person who shares these same basic ideals. I can't do that whole casual dating scene it's so pointless, I like adventures not an orgy fest at a club.
Someone asked me about diseases when it came to polyamorous/open relationships, well neanderthal I can get a disease from a monogamous relationship as well. One I am celibate, I don't hop into bed with every person I am interested in. I am pansexual, my sexuality definitely does not equate promiscuity. Like I said before I am not into polyamorous relationship because of some distraught grudge against monogamy or I can't keep it in my pants, I just can't commit to anyone right now. But that is just me and I just wanted to share and stick a fork into the stereotypes because of course not everyone is the same.
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/extended-discussion/pros-cons-homosexual-polyamorous-marriage-legalization/t.59498709/
Matt
It is just a personal choice for some as well as myself, I am not afraid of monogamy it's the commitment issue for me. I think that where I am in my life committing myself to someone is basically going for a long shot, it more than likely will not occur. I am a lot more serious than your average dater though so that is why I choose polyamory.
That open door policy, honest relationship that a lot of people lack now and days is what I am attracted to. I seriously do not care about what you did because I am not about to flip my damn wig and throw a fit over it. I find it to be seriously ridiculous to say the least. Lying is irrelevant and you can do the most fucked up thing in the world but lying about it makes you even worst of a person in my honest opinion. I can't see myself breaking up over petty shit and I just have not found that person who shares these same basic ideals. I can't do that whole casual dating scene it's so pointless, I like adventures not an orgy fest at a club.
Someone asked me about diseases when it came to polyamorous/open relationships, well neanderthal I can get a disease from a monogamous relationship as well. One I am celibate, I don't hop into bed with every person I am interested in. I am pansexual, my sexuality definitely does not equate promiscuity. Like I said before I am not into polyamorous relationship because of some distraught grudge against monogamy or I can't keep it in my pants, I just can't commit to anyone right now. But that is just me and I just wanted to share and stick a fork into the stereotypes because of course not everyone is the same.
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/extended-discussion/pros-cons-homosexual-polyamorous-marriage-legalization/t.59498709/
Matt
I think War of the Worlds is real!
Not the radio broadcast from the 1938s trying to scare the fuck out of people. My AP European History teacher had us listen to it and it was complete bullshit to say the least but it scared a lot of people. But I believe in the Stephen Spielberg War of the Worlds and the invasion of robots. I can't stand I-Robot either. Did you know in Japan they have Robots working as customer service representatives? They look like human beings but they're robots. I will scream bloody murder if I saw one of them talking to me and it was a robot. I hate mannequins too I think they are planted by the government to look at us, dolls are not just a child's toy but a mechanism to swindle their way into our homes before the Patriot Act was legal.
I've seen the dark skies in which the robots take over everytime I go through South Carolina, I think that is robot's nesting ground. They have enough power to evade and seclude themselves from the rest of the states and slowly take over. I doubt we can repeat what was done before when South Carolina tried to leave the Union and force them back in. Too many Nuclear Power Plants and Robotic Technology popping up for government control and it has been proven that they do not care about anyone but themselves. I went to school right next to one it was horrifying and they would have drills to run from the plants but you can't run once it has been evaded. Once the power plants are gone the only people with a defense system is the government not us.
The converter boxes are just traps so the government can look at us. It's a government issued ordinance to change everything to one thing and claim the quality of picture is better? For whom you so you can look at me?
I am all for technological advancements but when we start talking about the I-Robot type stuff my body starts sweating and I just wanna crawl into a ball but that won't help because a robot can sense fear and there is no escaping it. Now I believe heaven or hell is on earth and I think robots are one the evils and soon to be downfall of this world. I-Robot will come to life and take over everything, lazy bastards won't care while their personal robots are doing everything they wish to not do until they are under marshal law and force to bow down to their super CPU or end up dead.
Some talk about the Apocalypse and stuff and I just happen to believe in the Invasion of Robots.
Matt
I've seen the dark skies in which the robots take over everytime I go through South Carolina, I think that is robot's nesting ground. They have enough power to evade and seclude themselves from the rest of the states and slowly take over. I doubt we can repeat what was done before when South Carolina tried to leave the Union and force them back in. Too many Nuclear Power Plants and Robotic Technology popping up for government control and it has been proven that they do not care about anyone but themselves. I went to school right next to one it was horrifying and they would have drills to run from the plants but you can't run once it has been evaded. Once the power plants are gone the only people with a defense system is the government not us.
The converter boxes are just traps so the government can look at us. It's a government issued ordinance to change everything to one thing and claim the quality of picture is better? For whom you so you can look at me?
I am all for technological advancements but when we start talking about the I-Robot type stuff my body starts sweating and I just wanna crawl into a ball but that won't help because a robot can sense fear and there is no escaping it. Now I believe heaven or hell is on earth and I think robots are one the evils and soon to be downfall of this world. I-Robot will come to life and take over everything, lazy bastards won't care while their personal robots are doing everything they wish to not do until they are under marshal law and force to bow down to their super CPU or end up dead.
Some talk about the Apocalypse and stuff and I just happen to believe in the Invasion of Robots.
Matt
Was anyone seriously offended?
by the recent episode of Law & Order: SVU?
Why? It covered very important issues that the LGBT community seems to dance around (misogyny,sexism,biphobia,feminism, lack of togetherness etc.)
I don't see LOGO talking about any of this, do you? Let me know
I really don't give a fuck if they sat there and banged it out on the kitchen floor I care about the issues and no one wishes to talk about the issues.
Domestic Violence among women was highlighted, Biphobia when Kathy Griffin's Character disclosed the fact that she not a lesbian, violence amongst queer women, gender role fuckery, misogyny and sexism with "MITCH" aka my bitch scenario, the fact that lesbians felt the need to ostracize themselves from the rest of the community and act like they were the superior because society stereotypically puts them above others because it is so called sexy for girls to get on...........
but we care about some girl on girl action? Seriously watch Jerry Springer or something there is so much more in this community that must be fixed outside of entertaining the masses by showing our gay face.
Watch the episode for yourself and use your brain for once
Matt
Why? It covered very important issues that the LGBT community seems to dance around (misogyny,sexism,biphobia,feminism, lack of togetherness etc.)
I don't see LOGO talking about any of this, do you? Let me know
I really don't give a fuck if they sat there and banged it out on the kitchen floor I care about the issues and no one wishes to talk about the issues.
Domestic Violence among women was highlighted, Biphobia when Kathy Griffin's Character disclosed the fact that she not a lesbian, violence amongst queer women, gender role fuckery, misogyny and sexism with "MITCH" aka my bitch scenario, the fact that lesbians felt the need to ostracize themselves from the rest of the community and act like they were the superior because society stereotypically puts them above others because it is so called sexy for girls to get on...........
but we care about some girl on girl action? Seriously watch Jerry Springer or something there is so much more in this community that must be fixed outside of entertaining the masses by showing our gay face.
Watch the episode for yourself and use your brain for once
Matt
I can be extremely compulsive
Have you ever felt a bad vibe when something was absolutely wrong?
No matter how big or small the situation you still felt yourself at ease ready to solve what was wrong. Everything must stop until that one car was perfectly aligned on the track or words want to run away from the sentence so your body cringes and tells you to put it back. It doesn't even have to be an entire word just the most minute of things that doesn't feel right and I am told I am wrong but I have the need to go on for hours to prove that I am right when I know I am wrong I have to come out on top. No matter whose feelings gets hurt the primary objective is always me being number one whether it is completely idiotic or monumental, I shall reign as king because losing is for punks who didn't try hard enough. Sympathizing makes it worse because it is known that I'm pathetic enough to stoop so low to be damn near perfect. One day I wish to find that medium where I don't feel as if I am crushing my soul and say proudly being average is okay.
Matt
No matter how big or small the situation you still felt yourself at ease ready to solve what was wrong. Everything must stop until that one car was perfectly aligned on the track or words want to run away from the sentence so your body cringes and tells you to put it back. It doesn't even have to be an entire word just the most minute of things that doesn't feel right and I am told I am wrong but I have the need to go on for hours to prove that I am right when I know I am wrong I have to come out on top. No matter whose feelings gets hurt the primary objective is always me being number one whether it is completely idiotic or monumental, I shall reign as king because losing is for punks who didn't try hard enough. Sympathizing makes it worse because it is known that I'm pathetic enough to stoop so low to be damn near perfect. One day I wish to find that medium where I don't feel as if I am crushing my soul and say proudly being average is okay.
Matt
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